I have been trying to really enjoy the wonder of nature when I'm outside. When Lady stops, I try to really look around at the leaves and colors. What I did notice over the past few weeks are the mushrooms. I have never seen so many types, shapes, sizes, and colors of mushrooms in my life. Of course, we have had a lot of rain over the summer/fall and the mushrooms appeared almost everywhere. I probably should have grabbed a few pictures, but I did not. With the weather of the past few days, my favorite tree started dropping it's leaves. It's still pretty this morning, but I suspect over the next few days it will finish for the season. I have seen pictures on FB of the cranberry harvest as well and I love the colors of the harvest.
I was able to attend group meditation class. We have an awesome group as we share our stories and energies. I have to admit when the meditation actually started, I got a little too comfortable, and fell asleep. It is definitely a safe zone when I can fall asleep without any worries. I know I jumped when the lights came on... at least I did not snore.
Sometimes I forget my niece and youngest nephew are young adults and still look at them as kids. Yesterday, I did not have any aids and did not tell anyone. With my mom at the stage she is in, I can handle her most of the time by myself. The "kids" surprised me with a visit and I took advantage of the moment to offer them the opportunity to stay with mom or head to the grocery store. Although Saturday afternoon at the grocery store is not pleasant (at least for me) I opted to go to the store with my nephew (I knew what I wanted and the brands/amounts, etc.). He asked what he could go find for me so I sent him in search of a couple of items while I knew exactly where to head. He laughed when he found me and I had finished with everything I needed. We had some great conversation in the car to/from the store (well I think we did). I really enjoy spending one-on-one time with them. I hope it continues as we continue to move on with life.
My mom is holding her own. She spends much of her time resting. I have never known my mom as someone who fidgets, yet her hands/fingers are constantly moving. Even when she appears to be resting, her fingers are moving. Believe me when I say she is spending the majority of her time on the other side with her angels. She seems content and in no pain - that's all that matters to me. I cherish the moments that she is present with me and will return a kiss or squeeze my hands. I know I am blessed to be able to spend this time with her.
To switch topics a little. The other day, I told someone I was embarrassed to be an American with the display of disrespect that happened at the White house. I know it's me and my prudish ways. I just think that there is a protocol and certain amount of respect deserved. I felt bad for the other people that were visiting at the same time. I can't stand the way people just throw out the "F" word as I was not raised that way. When I say the "F" word you know I am so angry or out of control that nothing else comes to mind (usually when I try to keep my mouth shut and be alone). I almost wish that the cameras had been turned off to not provide a stage for the antics. I know there is freedom of speech, etc., but..... It's not political with me, it's a matter of respect. Enough said on that topic.
Well, the week got by me and I did not finish my book yet. I have taken time almost every morning to read and it feels really nice. I try to read until Lady wakes up. The other morning it was so dark that I turned the light on to read and Lady came trotting out and it was time to head out the door. But then the next day, she slept until after 9. She keeps me entertained. She was not happy when I made taco meat at 6:00 am and did not give her any. I had chicken put aside for her so I made up for it.
I am going to leave it here for today. I hope you have a good week. Take care. Chat soon. Marie
"If there is light in the soul, there will be beauty in the person. If there is beauty in the person, there will be harmony in the house. If there is harmony in the house, there will be order in the nation. If there is order in the nation, there will be peace in the world." — Chinese proverb
“Anxiety does not empty tomorrow of its sorrows, but only empties today of its strength.” ~Charles Spurgeon